my task for today is finishing my resident evil 0 its taken me 12 hours so far ive just gotten out of the train and ive been stuck for 2 days, at this point ive been giving up and searching it up. I played it before a long time ago and i remeber it was so cool now its just annoying, im just trying to finish it so i can get silent hill or god of war before the new laufy comes out i wann get into that, we'll see.ive been also thinking of moving i want to move to a peaceful place for my son for my husband, sometimes i feel scared for the food and the way things are here. I dont know i love it so much soley for the weather. but if the economy keeps getting worse like the way it has been then id rather leave. 

     our son is getting so big i feel like its better for him, hes to pure for this world i just want to protect him from all of the bad people in this world.

Anyways, today hmmmmm idk really what id like to do, ive been putting everything in lists.... thats when you know my period is coming, i self conciously try to get my life together before i dont have the energy to during my period. the last couple periods i feel like they have been so horrible emotionally, and phyiscally. i feel like i am loosing myself each period. its the food the air quality all of it i dont take care of myself, i get into little adreniline rushes to do better for my health then i loose it right before my period. well as you can see i get straight to the point... im wanting and needing a better life and im vocal about it. it will come and im excited!

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